"I Just Can't Go On" - It's Not Just You
The heads were nodding throughout the Buddhist temple. The priest in that particular order of Buddhism had introduced the meme of "I just can't go on." And, for many of us the Ah-Ha moment was: That feeling of deep despair is universal. It's not just us caught up in a force field of assuming we had run out of emotional and spiritual options. In the tarot that sense of being stuck in total misery is depicted in the bottom half of the Five of Pentacles card. The top half captures hope. The reality is that, even in these crazed times (and this isn't the first round of that for civilization), there are options. Among the major ones in Buddhism is that fundamental that things are always changing. The mental burden I walked in with the temple last evening will be modified as I do my cushion time. With that, my sense of where I am in the world. Another is the awareness of transition. There's that moment of clarity: I have been through a rough phase before. ...